So yes, I'm actually alive!
Honestly, I have no idea where to begin. I left off 3 months ago with one of the weakest vlogs and looking like shitttt (not that my face improved...if anything I probably look worse now).

Well, for starters I'm in a new school and all. Freshman at Cardinal Spellman, and it honestly doesn't feel any different than my regular life. Every now and then I'll look around and be like "Am I honestly here?" I guess it's just getting used to not being 10 minutes away from school and not knowing everyone. Regardless, it's pretty funny how everyone knows everyone in some weird way (mostly through Facebook). While on the whole school subject, my grades have been horrible. I got SECOND honors and everytime I think about it I wanna punch myself in the face. I missed it by literally 2 points. FML, anyone?

A week after my last post. Mullet :). (First week of Sept.)
There honestly is much else to say. I've made some amazing friends who I adore tons and I'm still tight with my homedogs from the past. Lifes pretty good.
Christmas is around the corner and I can honestly say I'm kinda sorta not all too excited. I hate close-knit family holidays like this because things get too complicated and theres never enough money to circulate (not that I'm poor, but I'm jobless and my dad's a big cheapo). Never-the-less I feel the need to buy everyone something really nice. I hope it just flys by without a problem.

Hm. What else is there to say? I just recently dyed my hair...and when I say recently I mean like 8 hours ago...myself and with Amanda's help. It's funny because I did it while my mom was literally in the next room and she has NO idea. Both my parents don't want me having colors in my hair (mostly my dad, because he's a bitch) so I did it without their knowing. It was pretty fun really, it reminds me of when me and Lexi used to do it...which is exactly why I did it. The part I bleached (meaning lightened to blonde a.k.a. dyed) is barely noticeable - its wayyy under all my hair. But doing it reminded me of all the great dying times and mishaps we had. I miss her so much. Another reason I did it is because if my dad does find out, he'll be pissed and if you know me you know I just loveeeeee getting my dad worked up. :)

I love you. <3 / Best friend Amanda est. 1997
Honestly, I have nothing else to say. Life's great and I wouldn't change a thing. I'm not promising a soon-to-be blog because it seems everytime I try...I break my promise and just take forever to make a new one (like now.) I know this isn't the best, but I haven't blogged in FOREVER and I kinda lost my touch. For now, I leave you with 2 hair pictures (isn't that exciting?!) and alittle sidenote. :)

YAY for shitty self-dying & cutting! & No, those aren't extensions. It's all real.

As of Sept. 29, 2009 I've been taken by this amazing boy right here. Hi name's Ryan and I adore him tons and tons. I've known him since 2006 so it's not like a random hookup. I know this is all "WHOA. Don't you like girls?", but he's just THAT amazing to make him an exception. :)